Its completely understandable mate, you weren't talking about being denied getting a slab of beer and spacing out for the weekend, while that is always nice, you are talking about your livelihood, how you will pay for accommodation, bills, food, etc. Its all understandable stuff to be stressed about.
Suddenly something that was there is taken away, through no fault of your own after much work and the building of your profile (at the moment) seems wasted.
Who wouldn't feel, helpless, angry frustrated, worried and fearful.
A lot of people will be feeling this way, we need to acknowledge, validate and support as much possible people on here, who are concerned about material loss and subsequent, understandable mental health impact of that.
Peoples lives have changed fundamentally in a week, a wave has hit and shattered normality and the tide has left worry, fear, frustration, stress etc. Its massive in my opinion and i would say you are alone on here in how you are feeling.
If you are up and dressed and thinking of doing things today mate, thats a positive. Remember all the work and skill you did and used to get were you have got to, thats not going anywhere when this all lifts and hopefully in the days ahead you can be reassured with measures that will be forthcoming materially. Most governments seem to be bending this way.
I hope here becomes a place where people can come on and share some of their concerns, that they are acknowledged and validated and they have a bit fun, light relief and feel a bit of support - people care!