No of course you wouldn’t
Well, no. That'd be because everything you post is either an outright lie, or a gross distortion of the truth, mate. Not sure whether you're sincere, but not intellectually gifted and deluded, or just lacking in self-esteem, and want to make yourself feel important by fabricating an imaginary 'truth' that nobody else has seen. You seem a not terrible person, so it's sad and pathetic to see you reduced to this, mate. Maybe 30 minutes sitting in front of a mirror woukd be good. Always happy to welcome you back to the ranks of humanity when you want. Regards and best wishes, GhF