I really don't understand your whole narrative. Are you wanting the Russians to win? Do you think its ok that they are invading another country for no reason?
Or are you just being the voice of opposition as everyone else supports Ukraine in this war?
I'm really baffled as to why you insist on arguing from the Russian position, when its clear to everyone that the Russians are the bad guys in all this. THe only reason I can fathom is that you are Russian.
Yes, Zelensky may be a bit corrupt (all national leaders are), but he's no where near the levels of Putin. He's the world champion.
Yes I want the Russians to win because primarily I believe they have genuine interests in that area which involve its own security, while we have no interest whatsoever but insist on meddling. The only party that has 'no reason' to be involved is the west.
I am not Russian, in fact born and bred here, but its interesting that you frame this from a strictly nationalist perspective which kind of indicates that is the only angle you can only rationally expect this debate to be fought, probably including your own. I say that not that I think you are Ukrainian but have adopted a typically anglo-saxon perspective which is anti-Russian for historical imperialist reasons.
Its well-known for example that Churchill himself took an anti-German view in WW2 not out of any serious issue with the Germans on ideological grounds, but that he saw it as a challenge to empire, so we have form in that sphere.
Furthermore I believe in the concept of the Balanced of Power and from it I believe justice and order can emerge. Without it we have what we have now, is one power trying to force themselves on everyone else, wether they like it or not.
And by the way, it is not clear to 'everyone' that Putin is the bad guy here, I would guess about 70% of the worlds population dont view it that way at all.