See im fat but im not that fat. Its a little bit of a inbetween, if i drank you would say beer belly rather than being huge.
So fitness wise im more fit than what my body may appear i am. I'm less fit than what i should be due to former lazyness but yeah, generally i just gained more weight by falling into a routine and sitting down in work all day. Being not arsed about it for a long time i just let it slide, then i got my trigger point to do something about it.
So me doing 2 workouts is less me overdoing it and more me just being active. Because that is basically it, not being active piled the pounds on. I'm not heaving after 10 minutes doing tae bo, actually can keep up with it quite a bit, slowly getting better. plus i am starting to listen to my body more and like monday, only thing that stopped me working out was because i felt tiredness in my legs.
I just want to push myself and really make some sort of impact. That is all it is, i'm not getting the scale boost, and the clothes boost is a very slow process so more i push doing this, the closer i get to that boost of some sort.