I hear you. and I think I understand.
I can't figure out the home form problem, I can't work out the slow starts at KO and HT (qualudes). And I can't see why the sucker punch gets us every time.
Home form is diabolical. It can't just be a settling into new digs issue.
I made a post a day ago about us at 1-1 on Sunday, we came back into the game, pegged sunderland back, worked a series of half chances and corners. Then we fashioned the chance for O'B then we froze, then the sucker punch, then we died. Again.
we huffed and puffed and very nearly blew their house down. we killed our own confidence. numerous forum accounts mentioned in the match thread that the inevitable conceding was on its way and they were all right.
We are not ruthless, we try hard but because there is no natural goal scorer the anxiety around scoring a goal shatters our fragile confidence and we flake out and crumble. It's not that its heart, it's about fight and determination. I want a couple of players that want to score and then do it again and put the oppo to the sword. humiliate them. We're to nice, we're to soft, and there is no killer instinct. I don't want a team of nice guys, I want a team of barstuds!*
It's a shame the match is so unfulfilling, the seating dynamic has caused a problem with the match day experience, that they've banged £180 on top of already increased ST's is very naughty. 12 months ago in Goodison a ST was what, £580? renewals less than 12 months on have shattered a grand.
I want my HT rubbish lager served by victoria secrets models to make this all palatable.
I'll meet you in the middle. Moyes bins beto and barry and gets a proper striker, AND gets two starting fullbacks in over this summer or he walks the plank? If the problem positions are obvious to us, then for his £7m big ones a year he ought to be acutely aware of what's required.
Do or die time. No excuses. Ruthlessness from top to bottom.