Aside from a brief wave of optimism last summer (big spending, new stadium talks, u23s success, u20s wc winners etc) the general slide into apathy and depression with Everton continues at pace. Just when you think things can't grt any worse, they invariably do - when it comes to Everton.
Even though this fixture falls between two crucial cl matches for them, even though they could rest a few players, even though Salah might be out, even though, even though, even though....we will still lose.
Under Roy Hodgson / Kenny Daglish they had one of their worst sides. Paul Konchesky, Raul Mereiles, Andy Carroll, Jay Spearing, Stewart Downing etc and we still threw away a 2-1 lead at anfield and botched that semi when leading 1-0 with 30 mins to go. Their keeper that day was Brad Jones. WE STILL COULDN'T BEAT THEM.
As the post indicated, we invest emotionally in these games to such a high degree that we are crushed when we lose. I have taken a decision in recent years to reign in my emotional attachmemt to not just derbies but all matches unfortunately. This means I no longer get over excited when we win or score but more importantly I am not so dejected when we lose. I made this choice because Everton, more often than not made me miserable every weekend - a time when you should be off work enjoying life with friends and family.
How sad is that?