I was very disappointed mate. I think I'd got past the 'heartbroken at an Everton players departure' stage at that point. There's no shame in it though, there's always that one player who you idolise and who you are gutted to see go. Everyone has one. Younger fans were in tears when Arteta went, for example.
My one was Duncan Ferguson, which for me was even more galling as he genuinely did not want to leave and he was sold against his will and behind the managers back.
The fact is, his departure directly led to Peter Johnson resigning from the club and putting the club up for sale immediately, because so many people kicked off including Walter Smith who threatened to resign if Johnson didn't go, so at least some good came from it.