You realise you are waiting to die..... so depressed ATM ......Funeral plan paid for .... your telephone contacts are getting depleated - your friends have past away - Billy no mates
You havnt got that many years on me mate. The advice I was given when Nikki left us was to have something to look forward to every day. A TV programme, a fave supper, a walk, a pint down the pub, whatever. I passed that on to Mum when Dad died, and it seems to work for her as well.
It is perfectly fine as we age to get a bit selfish. Man in the mirror stuff.
Like, I have had a few iffy days, happens. But I am insanely looking forward to a glass or 2 of red, in the snug with the log burner, watching Belgium, with a beef stew later.
Tomorrow? Lets see tomorrow eh? Each tomorrow is good, lets face it!