I was naively hoping that the worst of this, might be behind us by now. But no this ain't going away anytime soon. 2020 has been the worst year of my lifetime, and this has been the worst summer of my life. Im too afraid to even travel to another part of Ireland, no hurling and gaelic football championships either. Normally around now i would be either praising and lamenting, the performances of Corks hurlers and footballers. Im too afraid to even use public transport even with a face mask. If i need to head into town, i just walk in and out instead. What i have been doing to get through this, is by watching old Everton Cork and Carlton games on youtube etc. A lot of book reading as well.
But im starting to crack a bit now. There was really bad news yesterday. Cases are starting to seriously rise in parts of Ireland, mainly in Kildare Laois and Offaly. Once the evenings start to darken, and winter arrives then things will get very bleak. Im just so desperate for things to get back to normal, so desperate for all this to be over, but this Covid 19 thing will be with us for quite a while yet. We just have to keep on going, until a vaccine arrives. But it ain't easy. I just see a dark few months ahead. This is a bleak time to be alive, but we've just got to keep on hoping for the best i guess.