Yes please, more of this, lots more...
At what point does your survival* take precedence over someone, anyone elses?
Who has accused you of racism? I know for absolute sure, that I haven't.
Can't find any mockery yet, so your concerns about 'monstrous and disastrous' seem a little hasty.
Regarding 'realism', how much is a healthy dose and how close to logic* can I expect to find myself after said dosage? Are the doses different re sex and weight? I'm new to this and definitely not in any way medically inclined.
For the good of civilization I pray your replies are swift, Rita x.