I don't even pay attention to the league. If we win one week I'm happy, if we don't it's redemption the next. The table is really a lie because there are really only four teams that will regularly make the top 4. Occasionally us, Liverpool, Spurs, or any of the others with the new money might make break it.
Cups on the other hand rely on miracles. You don't need to be consistent. All you have to do is approach it one game at a time and win. We can win a cup, but we will probably never win the league.
I'm the same as you. Big games against the likes of Man. Utd and the RS get my attention but I rarely bother with knowing exactly where we stand in the league because we will never win it and any run for the top 4 will almost certainly see us fall into the dreadful Europa league
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Essentially real success in the PL is bought and we can't afford it.