I'm sorry you feel that way. I suppose different folk just see things in their own way. I think most supporters were wanting Martinez out before we got to the semi final against utd (some reports that the team was even managing itself that day) and although he's hard to hate he had royally pissed me off for the last 2 years but had we won something even though he had nothing to do with it I still would have not cared a jot.
I suppose that said I wouldn't like to see Delph celebrating a trophy win but that would just be a fleeting 0.001% disappointing moment.
I'm sorry I feel that way too. I don't want to, but I have loathed him for years. Was going back through emails last night from the last decade or so and mine are full of bile every time his name comes up.
I've wanted managers sacked before, but I'd still have celebrated a trophy win under them
I've not wanted managers appointed either because I don't like them or don't rate them (Allardyce and Koeman come to mind), but I think (even in the Bisto King's case) I'd still have celebrated a trophy win under them just the same
We have never appointed someone before who I detest though. This is a totally new and horrible experience for me and I'm not enjoying the feeling of trying to distance myself emotionally from it all because Everton are an enormous part of my life, my identity even. This is, as far as I can remember, the first time in my life Everton have done (or are potentially going to do) something which I could ever imagine making me feel this way.
I could rant for ages about how much I hate the guy and why, but everyone will have their minds made up on it already. We could debate as to whether he's actually the right fit or even that good anymore. The crux of it, for me, is that this is my line. I won't give up my season tickets as I'll return the moment he's gone, but I can't go to the match and boo etc, because the team don't deserve that. I can't go and cheer him on though. I'll just stay at home, conflicted by wanting him to do poorly so that he's gone quicker and I can get back to going the match and supporting the team and on the other hand wanting Everton to win, because that's practically in my DNA. The thing I worry about most is that I'll just try to emotionally switch off from the whole thing as a self-defence mechanism and that makes me even angrier when I think about it.