All the very best for your treatment blue, I admire your attitudeWell the day I was hoping not to have has arrived ,I had a call from the doctor saying three of my tests are taking the downward turn and she wants to start treatment on the Myoloma .I think it will be medicines first but it will be what it will be .
I must have said before that it doesn't phase me as I have had a wonderful life and nothing lasts forever ,many have dropped before my age so no hard feeling from me .Of course I don't think this is a last goodbye but we will see what is said at my appointment . COYB