prob not the right time to talk about this ,but gary did refuse to play at west ham ,god rest his soul
sorry mate didnt mean to offend anyone ,worded it wrongSee the post above yours! He did not refuse to play.
http://news.bbc.co.uk/sport1/hi/football/15910765.stm
If you didn't see the Swansea - Villa game earlier, watch this.
I can't explain why I'm sat here in tears for a man I never knew, never met, and whose only connection to me is he played football for my team for two years.
Such a tragic end to a life only half fulfilled.
I know some of you reading this won't be able to comprehend why he would take his own life. I also know how Stan Collymore is viewed on here, but he wrote something on Saturday morning that perhaps could help give some insight in to how someone's mind can work and drive them to such a thing.
http://www.twitlonger.com/show/ecoqm1
Sometimes the lows are just too much and the only release is to end it. The consideration of family, friends, commitments and the things that spur you on aren't even in your head at that point or can't be rationalised as reasons to live. I would think that Speed had battled with this for years and had thought about it many times, just this time the pain was too much and so he went that last step.
RIP Gary.He got sold because he was the only one to stand up to Howard Kendall and tell him to stop drinking his life away.
Howard didn't like that and sold him at the first opportunity.
Only a few people know that, but I wish everyone did because he got so much unjustified stick.
RIP
http://news.bbc.co.uk/sport1/hi/football/15910765.stm
If you didn't see the Swansea - Villa game earlier, watch this.
I can't explain why I'm sat here in tears for a man I never knew, never met, and whose only connection to me is he played football for my team for two years.
Such a tragic end to a life only half fulfilled.
We don't know anything yet besides that he is dead, lets not build up a picture based on guesswork.
it's obvious he sufferd from the sometimes invisible illness of mental health.