It's nearly 2am and I'm still terror scrolling these forums. I did the same during COVID in the DM comments section.
Just can't believe the effect this is happening on me. Back in 2013 I was absolutely skint, and working a nothing PT job, but I was walkng around like a guy who had won the lottery after games like WHU away and after breaking the Old Trafford curse.
Today, nearly a decade on, it's the opposite. Doing reasonably well for myself, but I'm depressed 24/7 because of those shytehawks playing in blue and sullying that badge.
Maybe it's time to pack it all in? I was at the Palace game, and know full well Goodison won't see a night like that again.... unless we come from 2-0 down to beat, say, Plymouth 3-2 and seal instant promotion to the PL in 2023/24.
I'll never visit Goodison again as I feel like that was my final battle, and now I'm ready to pass this curse onto someone else.