I'm in exactly the same boat as you mate!
WE are the most pointless club in the country!
There's not even an exciting build of a team like we had in the Cahill, Jagielka erc
Just a bunch of fella's not good enough for the elite and just going through the motions, thinking 'is this my career'?
Football is meant to be an escape from the daily routine of life but sadly the PL has made it where simply surviving in midtable mediocrity collecting the TV money is seen as some sort of success so long as you get to watch some over rated over paid wasters turn up occasionally and beat a top 6 glamour side that hoover up the trophies aided by FFP, VAR etc.
Going to the match is just a routine for me now - I have no excitement, no anticipation, no butterfly's or dread - it's as routine as taking the lad to school or going to work and thats the sad thing.
I want success above anything else but if the choice is ever this 8th-14th existence forever or actual 6 pointer matches, last day great escapes etc. Then give me the latter anyday of the week as at least it gives us some sort of emotion/excitement/dread/nerves everything football should be but has been completely ruined by the money in the top flight.
The 90's were a dark period but christ an FA cup final win, last day great escapes, dogs of war - give me that emotion and rollarcoaster ride over these last 5-6 years any day of the week.
We just seek to exist now.