I was exactly the same but I started pulling away earlier, after the Benitez appointment. I thought I was out but then, like you, the indignation of the points deduction sucked me back in. Not sure where I am now, but the distance between the club and I is about as great as it has ever been and I guess the next few weeks and months will tell me. It's sad, really, it used to be such a huge part of my life and I really enjoyed it but spending thousands of pounds to be miserable seems like a sickness!