I know exactly how you feel. I was so gutted last week that i decided last night that i wouldn't be making the usual trip up. Already bought the train tickets a while back. Of course the decision was based on the fact its on tv, the weather is shocking down here and that i've actually got a **** load of work to do.
Woke up this morning, thinking what a total tit i am and there is no other place i'd rather be than goodison. Oh well i hope the players and manager respond positively against city and we get a result.