Is it my self esteem?

jaycee · December 5, 2016

The Penalty Box Dancer said:
Bungle isn't far wrong.

We got into bed last night and she lied down to go to sleep, I sat up huffing and puffing trying to get her attention.

Her: What's the matter?
Me: Nothing, I don't feel well (I was lying) I might go home
Her:.............well if thats what you wanna do
Me: No not really but I feel like I have no choice

She then said how she has gone off having sex with me due to all the arguing and accusations and how I am pushing her away so at this point I flipped and told her how much she has hurt me saying those things and that all I want is her to be close to me.
We carried on arguing for a few more minutes until I cuddled into her back, draping my arm across her front with my other arm coming together from under her neck mirroring her body shape. I said lets stop arguing and proceeded to go asleep until...

She turns around and says:

Her: I actually did want sex tonight
Me: Why are you confusing me? Why are you giving me mixed messages?
She started kissing me and I then joined in with her and we got down to business. I asked her during sex if it was my new hairstyle that was turning her on and she said a little bit. So i said...

Me: Are you saying you never liked it the other way?
Her: I'm not saying that at all........

And for the doubters this is all gospel.

That is what happened

After sex we cuddled, to be honest I think we just fell straight to sleep, I had no underpants on when I woke up in the early hours.

Maybe try a foot pump?

silent bob · December 5, 2016

jaycee said:
Maybe try a foot pump?

lol

carlos21 · December 5, 2016

silent bob said:
lol

Any nice pics of nurses please

Bungle · December 5, 2016

carlos21 said:
Any nice pics of nurses please

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Donald Twain · December 5, 2016

Bungle said:

The first fella doing the ironing seems lush !

Bungle · December 5, 2016

Donald Twain said:
The first fella doing the ironing seems lush !

Right said Fred was never going to provide him with the guaranteed income that nursing does.

COYBL25 · December 5, 2016

RalphDring said:
I've just spent the last couple of days reading through this thread, it's like one of those thrillers you can't put down, the Nivia and ciggies are a great sub plot also. I hope it continues over Christmas, brilliant!!

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His bird is the star of this story mate.

I'm hoping she does something really bad to him soon

COYBL25 · December 5, 2016

Bungle said:
Right said Fred was never going to provide him with the guaranteed income that nursing does.

The other fella moonlights on the Chase too

carlos21 · December 5, 2016

Bungle said:

They are rubbish mate,

Bungle · December 5, 2016

carlos21 said:
They are rubbish mate,

Sexist pig

carlos21 · December 5, 2016

Bungle said:
Sexist pig

Haha girls.

Ashtonian · December 5, 2016

Tuesday update @The Penalty Box Dancer

Was lying in bed last night and she pulled a gun on me, told me she wants to get back with her ex and he is a much better dad then i could ever be to the boy. I pleaded with her i was sorry and we can work it out, she was having none of it and pulled the trigger.

I'm sitting here in hospital with a gunshot wound in my shoulder and all i can think of is what to buy her for christmas and whether she will be up for some in the garden tonight when i get back from this long waiting time here.