Is it my self esteem?

larbert toffee · November 27, 2016

Should really have posted this in the depression thread where you would receive a more sympathetic ear,saying that why stay in a situation which is frustrating/depressing you more as time goes on,talk to her about it with a view to separating and maybe seeing each other on occasions on a *uck buddy basis.

edge · November 27, 2016

doesn't sound like your really into her other than the sex, just keep your eyes open for somebody else and jump ship when you get a chance, this isn't going anywhere if your like this after a year.
Not really fair on her or her kid if you string her along.

Tubey · November 27, 2016

The Penalty Box Dancer said:
Another thing, she is a heavy smoker and she knows I don't like it, its like every time I want to kiss her she stinks of it but she never realises how badly a non smoker will dislike the smell.
During sex we always talk about having our own baby but I know deep down it will just be a problem, I just don't think it would be right.

Advocate BDSM, become a Dom and collar her. As your possession, you can then make her do whatever you want. I recommend a submissive's contract to have everything formalised.

A critical element of such a relationship is corporal punishment, which reinforces the consequence of infringement of your rules. I recommend a cane - if you opt for bamboo, please remember that you need to regularly look after the cane to ensure it does not dry out and snap during usage.

You can also register her on the slave database here: http://www.slaveregistry.com/index.php

I hope this resolves your issues.

Yours,
Miriam Stoppard.

The Penalty Box Dancer · November 27, 2016

edge said:
doesn't sound like your really into her other than the sex, just keep your eyes open for somebody else and jump ship when you get a chance, this isn't going anywhere if your like this after a year.
Not really fair on her or her kid if you string her along.

Me and the child have got quite close and I do love the whole family lifestyle, going on days out and doing things I never knew existed a year ago. I just wish this third party wasn't on the scene because I have been more of a Dad to her than he ever has

Walken · November 27, 2016

The Penalty Box Dancer said:
Me and the child have got quite close and I do love the whole family lifestyle, going on days out and doing things I never knew existed a year ago. I just wish this third party wasn't on the scene because I have been more of a Dad to her than he ever has

have you been to blackpool with them?

Bungle · November 27, 2016

When she's due to fly out with her mates make a threatening call to the airport and get her flights cancelled. She needs to learn that she can't enjoy herself unless it's with you and needs to stop being so selfish.

Moomin · November 27, 2016

The Penalty Box Dancer said:
Another thing, she is a heavy smoker and she knows I don't like it, its like every time I want to kiss her she stinks of it but she never realises how badly a non smoker will dislike the smell.
During sex we always talk about having our own baby but I know deep down it will just be a problem, I just don't think it would be right.

If it makes you feel better, in June when she is away with her mates she hardly smokes ciggies, too busy on cock.

orly · November 27, 2016

*weeps, as there are no more worlds to conquer

I think even @caught has put down his pen

Prevenger17 · November 27, 2016

Was waiting for Moomin's grand entrance

edge · November 27, 2016

The Penalty Box Dancer said:
Me and the child have got quite close and I do love the whole family lifestyle, going on days out and doing things I never knew existed a year ago. I just wish this third party wasn't on the scene because I have been more of a Dad to her than he ever has

Well if he is any sort of dad he will be on the scene forever, the longer you are around the more of a bond you will get with the kid, if you bin its mother and you will by the sounds of it at some point that's you and its father both not there not good for the kid , or yourself.
Have a bit of belief in yourself if it isn't right just get out of it you only have one life.

ToffeeTim · November 27, 2016

The Penalty Box Dancer said:
Another thing, she is a heavy smoker and she knows I don't like it, its like every time I want to kiss her she stinks of it but she never realises how badly a non smoker will dislike the smell.
During sex we always talk about having our own baby but I know deep down it will just be a problem, I just don't think it would be right.

lol