I would never go through with it but sometimes I feel like just giving up because I feel supporting us at times is very, very monotonous and there seems to be always something going on that makes us take three to four steps back after taking one forward and not just recently but for years. If it’s not the board, it’s a manager, if it’s not a manager, it’s the players or a player.
Honestly, lately , I tried to ignore it , foolishly but something isn’t right about Everton and hasn’t been for years and years. I’ve had my rants during that time but always wanted to be wrong and wanted to be positive but It creeps up to you and the pessimism hasn’t really left me.
Some things just do my head in, it’s like a vicious circle of utter lows coming to haunt the ones who go out of their way to overhype and overhype and then we are left embarrassed time and time again. Give me positivity yeah but don’t give me utter delusion because you can’t be realistic or honest enough. Remember those “best squad in years” shouts? Got us nowhere, absolutely no where.
I’m just rambling now but yeah, I can’t be bothered with the circus. I’ll always want the club to win but something isn’t right and for the sake of sanity maybe I’m better off just saying nothing , leave the outspoken and the quote of the day people to do what they do (Rome wasn’t built in a day, 24/7, but bills a blue, he sold his house, best squad in years) etc etc.