Just come to the realisation tonight of how lonely I actually am.
I Knew i was having a free weekend to myself for ages and been really looking forward to it.
But now its here i'm bored, sad, lonely and listening to sad songs.
Im at the age now where im past the clubbing stage, a pint in our local and a chilled chat is now my scene.
As i got my meal for one from the chinese and went home to a lonely free house ive finally come to the realisation that maybe i'm depressed and need to change my life.
I have no girl in my life and havent for ages. My heart still hurts over the last time, who royally ****ed me up. My mates have other lifes, family commitments, girlfriends etc
Why am i telling you this? I have no idea, but tonight you people who read this and reply our my only friends tonight. Am i drunk? Most certainly not, havent touched the stuff!. Depressed? Maybe! Lonely? Well i'll leave you with the lyrics from a song i played earlier - Kate Winslet - What if?
Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change
Changy
x
I Knew i was having a free weekend to myself for ages and been really looking forward to it.
But now its here i'm bored, sad, lonely and listening to sad songs.
Im at the age now where im past the clubbing stage, a pint in our local and a chilled chat is now my scene.
As i got my meal for one from the chinese and went home to a lonely free house ive finally come to the realisation that maybe i'm depressed and need to change my life.
I have no girl in my life and havent for ages. My heart still hurts over the last time, who royally ****ed me up. My mates have other lifes, family commitments, girlfriends etc
Why am i telling you this? I have no idea, but tonight you people who read this and reply our my only friends tonight. Am i drunk? Most certainly not, havent touched the stuff!. Depressed? Maybe! Lonely? Well i'll leave you with the lyrics from a song i played earlier - Kate Winslet - What if?
Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change
Changy
x
