not cursed mate, its in your brain i used to think the same way, fed up with ****e going wrong, led to violence, tablets off the doc ,shrinks you know the score, anyway just dawned on me one night ,xmas eve it was , just dropped my kids of at there house,penny less, heartbroken and the middle one says dad, what luv do dads cry, why? you look like you are your eyes are watering and you look sad, no babe its my contacts, OK dad happy xmas, sat there outside a house id paid every penny for ,never ever been so low it hurt,, lost my home ,kids to my ex despite her being at fault bad wrong un her, had to tell the doctors to let my dad go after days of agony, had growths in my stomach, luckily cured. and had been laid of work due to trying to stab two ****s trying to rob my car the CCTV was recording it, they said i was unfit to work as i was a danger to the public all in the space of about four months, anyway finally after going to sleep that night, i woke up about three o'clock bolt upright and shouted ****s, it was as clear as day it wasn't me that was cursed it was just a load of ****s coming into my life, ex wife complete ****, car robbers ****s, solicitors ****s, but you know what i wasn't one of them, me im something to be proud of, the kids loved me, i was there for my dad when it matters, i was off work getting paid, and sod it i was well rid of the ex, like a fog had been lifted from my brain, was like Scrooge happy as **** on xmas morning, kids had gone nuts and once dressed only had one thought wheres are dad, xmas morning toys new clobber, so what were was are dad, never looked back learned to see what i had was more important than what i didn't have and ****s that come into your life are soon just a memory. it will soon lift mate, you need to help it along but it will brighten up.on a note if you ever need someone ,to talk to or just pm im there mate
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