There you go again. You miss the whole point of my post. If you were a fully committed Evertonian you would understand it. Younger Evertonians who are real Evertonians will know what I mean. I listened to the Norman Whiteside Cup Final with a group of United fans, on the beach in Torremolinos were we were selling timeshare for our sins, and the result was the wrong result for me, but you know something? I had the gift of being an Evertonian and that gave me something none of those United fans could never have...being someone very special,a special that would last a life time. I'm not being malicious here(mods take note) but you might have chosen Everton as your club, but you're a long way from being full on Evertonian. Just get your head around the fact that its not just 'Happy to win-Sad to lose'...its far bigger than that. I expect us to win today...but if we don't it won't make me question how much of an Evertonian I am.