After months of sitting on the fence (I wanted to believe! And on some levels do feel sorry for Martinez the way its turned out, well as sorry as you can feel for someone on his salary!) it all came to a head after the West Ham game for me, the splinters up my ring-piece finally took their toll and I leaped firmly into the Martinez out camp, things never changed in the following fixtures after this.
I am going to think of the cup and the league as separate entities this season now, I really can’t be bothered with the league now and don’t really want to watch us in all honesty (Although I NEVER want us to get beat!!!!

) and it pains me to say that, as I have always willingly watched us, even through our dark days of the 90’s...
But, to end on a positive, I’m sick of this season now, fed up of feeling down, so let’s get behind the team/manager (I’m resigned to him being here until the end of the season) for the cup at least… Then in the summer when (Not if) we have our new manager, hopefully with a cup in our back pocket – We move onwards and upwards, with a new investor(s), new ground plans in the pipeline, new players, while retaining some existing personnel at the club and go in next year with a blank sheet.
We are rotten to the core with negativity right through the club and through to the fans (with good reason) at the moment and for the last few decades, I for one am going to try and change my outlook on that, if only for my own sanity… Wish me luck haha!
*if my positivity dips at all I’ll just dig out a few of the Esk’s posts in the this/new shareholder thread to get my spirits up!