BlueTak
Player Valuation: £35m
I'm not entirely sure why I'm posting this on here but I feel I need to keep active or I'll lose my mind. So here goes
Early yesterday morning, my brother, Ashley, passed away. He had Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy and died at the age of 20.
I'm 21 and I'm trying to arrange the funeral and other stuff because my parents have shut down . Dad won't leave his bed and my mum seems totally lost. I feel I've got everything organised but we have to wait 2 weeks before he can be cremated and I feel totally isolated at the moment. I could barely take care of myself, now I've gotta deal with all this. I just don't want to let my brother down. So at the moment I'm just keeping myself busy and putting on a brave face.
I've had people, my brother's friends, who I don't even know, contact me, giving me their condolences, asking when the funeral is, it's totally overwhelming.
At the moment everything I do, reminds me of him. He was my best friend and at the moment I'm dealing with it alone.
He, used to be an Everton fan, but my dad couldn't quite get him to stay one, like me. He supports Man Utd and from now on however much it pains me. I'll be cheering them on from now on as well.
As I said before, I don't know why exactly I'm posting this on here. I just can't sit around doing nothing.
RIP Ash. I'll miss you forever.
Early yesterday morning, my brother, Ashley, passed away. He had Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy and died at the age of 20.
I'm 21 and I'm trying to arrange the funeral and other stuff because my parents have shut down . Dad won't leave his bed and my mum seems totally lost. I feel I've got everything organised but we have to wait 2 weeks before he can be cremated and I feel totally isolated at the moment. I could barely take care of myself, now I've gotta deal with all this. I just don't want to let my brother down. So at the moment I'm just keeping myself busy and putting on a brave face.
I've had people, my brother's friends, who I don't even know, contact me, giving me their condolences, asking when the funeral is, it's totally overwhelming.
At the moment everything I do, reminds me of him. He was my best friend and at the moment I'm dealing with it alone.
He, used to be an Everton fan, but my dad couldn't quite get him to stay one, like me. He supports Man Utd and from now on however much it pains me. I'll be cheering them on from now on as well.
As I said before, I don't know why exactly I'm posting this on here. I just can't sit around doing nothing.
RIP Ash. I'll miss you forever.
