Don't really have any idea how to describe my feelings at the moment. Today it was announced that my home town club Fortuna Sittard, is going to merge with arch-rivals Roda Kerkrade at the end of the season.
I'm afraid there's no way back for us and I'm about to lose the first love of my life. More than 30 years of support, sharing glorious moments, low points, joy and despair with my mates are coming to a close.
Through Fortuna, I also discovered my love for the mighty Blues. Can any Evertonian (or football fan for that matter) imagine the feeling after receiving such news? Not even six months ago, I lost one of my best mates in a car accident, coming back from an away game. Just to find out today, it was all for nothing. He would turn round in his grave, if he knew what happened. Very close to tears, as it hurts that much and I feel enormously betrayed by our totally inept board and those ******* inbreds from our FA.

I'm afraid there's no way back for us and I'm about to lose the first love of my life. More than 30 years of support, sharing glorious moments, low points, joy and despair with my mates are coming to a close.
Through Fortuna, I also discovered my love for the mighty Blues. Can any Evertonian (or football fan for that matter) imagine the feeling after receiving such news? Not even six months ago, I lost one of my best mates in a car accident, coming back from an away game. Just to find out today, it was all for nothing. He would turn round in his grave, if he knew what happened. Very close to tears, as it hurts that much and I feel enormously betrayed by our totally inept board and those ******* inbreds from our FA.

