EFCNIK
Banned
So I've met and started seeing this girl recently. She's really sound, I think she likes me aswell. Plus she has incredible jebs. All seemed well until I went round her house. Her bedroom was a shrine to Johnny Depp and all she wanted to do was watch Pirates Of The Carribean 1-4 in it's entireity, it wasn't even code for sex. I digress, she is well above age, 21 in fact and acts much older but this is really starting to bother me. When I say shrine, I mean she had a wall montage of him with lit candles in front of it. The full works. I decided to go with it as she's really hot and seems sane when it comes to everything else.
However, recently things got taken to the next level and I ended up going down on her. Half way through she tried to tie a bandana around my head. She told me it would be fun so I let her. So I ended up going to town on her vagina wearing a bandana with her occasionally moaning 'johnny, johnny'. It was NOT a command to go and put a rubber on.
When I'm with her I kind of put this obsession to the back of my mind. So far I've received a blowjob whilst wearing an eyepatch and even smashed her from behind in front of a mirror wearing a wastecoat and a substancially large balloon parrot on my shoulder. She was loving every second. Recently though, it's started getting to me when I'm not with her. Everytime I think of Johnny Depp or see him in a film I literally get this sudden wave of depression. Like I'm inadequate and she'll never like me for just being me. I don't wanna loose her man. But I can't carry on dressing up as a pirate everytime I want to be close to her.
Has anyone else had a similar problem? Do any of the girls in your life get you to do stuff your not entirely comfortable with? I've never felt so insecure. Its strange because when I'm doing it it seems ok and I kind of enjoy playing the role of Johnny Depp for her. Its when I'm alone the realisation that I will never be him hits home. Feel free to share guys, I could really do with some help. I really like her!
However, recently things got taken to the next level and I ended up going down on her. Half way through she tried to tie a bandana around my head. She told me it would be fun so I let her. So I ended up going to town on her vagina wearing a bandana with her occasionally moaning 'johnny, johnny'. It was NOT a command to go and put a rubber on.
When I'm with her I kind of put this obsession to the back of my mind. So far I've received a blowjob whilst wearing an eyepatch and even smashed her from behind in front of a mirror wearing a wastecoat and a substancially large balloon parrot on my shoulder. She was loving every second. Recently though, it's started getting to me when I'm not with her. Everytime I think of Johnny Depp or see him in a film I literally get this sudden wave of depression. Like I'm inadequate and she'll never like me for just being me. I don't wanna loose her man. But I can't carry on dressing up as a pirate everytime I want to be close to her.
Has anyone else had a similar problem? Do any of the girls in your life get you to do stuff your not entirely comfortable with? I've never felt so insecure. Its strange because when I'm doing it it seems ok and I kind of enjoy playing the role of Johnny Depp for her. Its when I'm alone the realisation that I will never be him hits home. Feel free to share guys, I could really do with some help. I really like her!
