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  1. goodisonopheliac

    Discussion & help on depression & mental health related issues

    Honestly, it's the smaller things like that that make a difference to me. Like picking up a little kid's toy on the subway in Spain when she dropped it.
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    1995-2020 = the longest barren spell without silverware in Everton's history

    Keane definitely agrees with that. Also, the latter half of the season, IIRC we were pretty good at home. Rotten away, but it always seems to be one or the other and I'd rather have Goodison be loud and up for it.
  3. goodisonopheliac

    Discussion & help on depression & mental health related issues

    I honestly don't know what I can do. And it scares me that I have some kind of power over the team, collectively or not. Because part of my delusions was that I could control Everton somehow. I'm glad I don't want to stab Silva. At least I'm past that and I don't feel like that about Bob...
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    Discussion & help on depression & mental health related issues

    I wouldn't anyway, I'm not in the habit of doing that sort of thing. Cutters get a bad enough press as is.
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    1995-2020 = the longest barren spell without silverware in Everton's history

    And it's not just us. It's more noticeable because we're Liverpool's local rivals but EVERY SINGLE TEAM outside the big 6 has the same problem as us. The gap is too big now.
  6. goodisonopheliac

    Discussion & help on depression & mental health related issues

    On an Everton-related note, can anyone explain to me how, as someone who can't even go the match, I'm magically able to control the team and make them rubbish by not being angry all the time? I mean, should I show the players my scars and say 'you did this'?
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    1995-2020 = the longest barren spell without silverware in Everton's history

    How many times do I have to prove to people on here that I'm not a bloody kopite? I keep seeing 'people who accept mediocrity and don't demand enough' are partly to blame for Everton's failures on here and I don't get the logic. We can't control the team. This is what I mean. How is Dave not...
  8. goodisonopheliac

    Discussion & help on depression & mental health related issues

    So Liverpool winning the CL triggered a huge crying fit this morning, but also, you know I mentioned that I took an overdose last week after getting into a nasty argument with one of Space? I just found out HIS SON MESSAGED MY MUM ON FACEBOOK asking her not to blame or mention his father. Wtf...
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    1995-2020 = the longest barren spell without silverware in Everton's history

    Yeah, it's all the fans' fault Everton are crap. I knew there was a reason we lost every time I went the match.
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    2018/19 Andre Gomes

    COCK OFF WEST HAM
  11. goodisonopheliac

    Discussion & help on depression & mental health related issues

    I'm coming up to the first week of the lower dose of Venlafaxine, and it's hard going. My hands are shaking, I'm having trouble articulating my thoughts, and all I want to do is sleep. I did see my brother last night, which was nice - he came over from Liverpool and took me out for a late...
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    Confirmed Signing Jonas Lossl

    This. Pickford might stop being such a cretin if he realises he can and will be dropped if he loses form. Martinez at least pulled his finger out and did it with Howard. Flog him to a pet shop.
  13. goodisonopheliac

    Discussion & help on depression & mental health related issues

    I wish I could believe you.
  14. goodisonopheliac

    Discussion & help on depression & mental health related issues

    No, because whoever we get will be worse, and because I'm terrified of forking out thousands for healthcare, because I can't afford it.
  15. goodisonopheliac

    Discussion & help on depression & mental health related issues

    Hearing the news about Theresa May resigning has just pushed me back into the hole.
  16. goodisonopheliac

    Discussion & help on depression & mental health related issues

    Done and done. I love their music but he can go to hell for all I care. You do not say that to someone you know full well is vulnerable.
  17. goodisonopheliac

    Discussion & help on depression & mental health related issues

    I took an overdose last night. i ate my old Venlafaxine pills and had to go to hospital. I rang an ambulance because I did it on the spur of the moment and thought, "My G-d, what have I done?" It was partly work - we're understaffed and I'm having trouble adjusting - and partly getting into an...
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    Do we need an Everton 'heart' within the side?

    I don't want players to bleed for the badge, I just want them to win, and I want them to turn up and not just act half arsed about it.
  19. goodisonopheliac

    That Man United tweet but with Everton players

    The Cuco Martina Section of Crap. Also, I'd put Baines, Jags and Schneiderlin in the Squad section. Schneiderlin's been OK recently.
  20. goodisonopheliac

    Discussion & help on depression & mental health related issues

    Meds update: I'm tapering off my Venlafaxine to 75mg for 2 weeks, then doing a sort of handover where I take both Venlafaxine and Sertraline for a week, then just Sertraline. I'm dreading it but Venlafaxine is an arsehole of a drug and I just want to be off it.
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