I woke up this morning and I have come to the decision that I’ll probably never go back to Goodison, at least not to watch a game. I may never go back at all.
It’s nothing to do with the women playing there: I’ve taken my son and daughters many times to watch them. Instead, it's because it will no longer be my Goodison.
It won't have the same smells, feeling or textures. I won't be with the people I've sat with and became friends with for so long. It won't have the atmosphere.
My conclusion is that it's better to say goodbye and remember it as it was for so, so many fantastic years, rather than let those memories be altered.
Perhaps I'll change my mind in a year or two, especially if the Women's team have an important game and need our support, but in reality I think I'm now done.