Awful that and another example of how no one gets closure when that happens. Poor family left behind to pick up the pieces with no chance of ever making sense of it. Feel for you, hits home what you said, even sharing something on here is worthwhile and you will have your memories regardless...
Finished 14 sessions recently of NHS appointed therapy, and it has been hard but worth while. I've learnt loads about how to adjust my reactions to things, and although everyday has it's moments that are challenging, it has been so beneficial to learn a little bit more about why I am like I am...