Recent content by jaeden

Thankyou so much for that, I hate to be one of those attention grabbers, but find it easier to communicate with strangers than open up to people closer in my life. I've tried making those suggested changes, albeit, half-heartedly. I'll be sure to try harder, and really really appreciate the...

I often do and that's what's preventing me so far. I'm sure I'll change my mind and I'm trying not to be dramatic Just fed up of this vicious circle. I thank you so much for taking the time to share your kind words and take solace in knowing people in the same position have people like you to help

I had one therapy session and hated it tbh. I'm not too sure if the doctors know tbh, they know what's going on but probably not the severity; I just can't keep doing the same thing over and over

Thankyou for your kind words; unfortunately, it isn't a fleeting thing. Regardless of circumstances, it doesn't pass. I just had excellent news regarding my education; happy for half an hour and then down in the dumps. Been like this for 8 years and don't see it changing any time soon.

I've been planning on taking my life for some time now, but something always comes up to push it back. This quality of life is just degrading and painful and I wouldn't wish it upon my worst enemy. I would like to clarify that I won't be doing it in the immediate future so please don't be unduly...

You're not alone, I feel very similarly. Not diagnosed with anything on the spectrum, but feel like it's very much on the table. Ssri's literally saved my life; but they only treat the symptoms and not the cause for me. There are still very aggressive periods for me and so, after all of this...