Player Valuation: £25m
The best thing to do is find help. It may not be the first or even second professional you try that can help, but someone out there can.Being unable to enjoy anything a regular 23 year old would because any time I try it's a raging battle with my insides to stop from being sick and stop the urge to try and escape from these situations.
Even if there are highs they are all highs in between hours of stress. There's only a few people I can really switch off around and even then...
I just want to be able to enjoy life and not feel like every event, even simple social things, is a battle. It's ruining my personal relationships and I feel like I'm ruining what should be the best years of my life