As someone who hails from a social services/mental health background I truly commend dele for being candid about his internal trauma/despair and attempt to actively address the issues that have been festering within, it shows despite being extremely gifted and attaining the highest levels of recognition still leaves you susceptible to unresolved trauma and hardships that will devour anyone, even if you try to mask your woes as they will eventually surface. Unfortunately there's still a stigma in regards to mental illness especially in sports as you're just expected to shrug off any inner turbulence and perform regardless. I hope he is able to attain some semblance of mental clarity in the near future.